Having an unlimited internet connection which you can access 24/7 is a tough responsibility. For those who do not have, having an unlimited internet access which you can use privately and anytime may seem to be a big craving that is always wished to have. For more than two years of deciding to have one, i have seen a big regression when it comes to prioritizing my goals in life. From being a not so studious student but of course I always have time to study :)), I suddenly turned out to be a net freak!. I always feel I have all the time in the world. instead of making life easier, life turned to be harder for me. I even came to a point that I am sacrificing some of my physiologic needs like sleeping with the required number of hours and not eating on time. for some unknown reason, I can't seem to find the answer how the hands of time move so fast whenever i started to use the internet. I have changed a lot. I lose weight, I became sicked and wasnt able to attend my duty in hospital.

This week, I admitted to ER, I had a fever, 38.6, I am so stressed that tends me to look so haggard. I really cant handle the situation.I am so idiot to think that I am a Nursing student, but i really didnt value my health. arggggh! yeah! so sorry for myself!